I have a lot to do...

I thought that after I got all of the paper work signed and mailed off to ISA that I would get some relief.  I was wrong.  I now have Band Fan and Human v Zombie stuff to organise.  Honestly, I should have started on the Zombie thing a LONG time ago.  I just read a lot of the 'How to get started' stuff on the website and it is so much!  Apparently people get started several months in advance!  Our game starts next week and we haven't even properly advertised yet!  I'm trying to schedule a last minute photo shoot of Paul and I with nerf guns while the campus is deserted so that we look really BA, but everyone's schedules are complicated.  The idea is getting more and more popular.  We gain a new member on the facebook group about every 5 minutes.  It's great, but it's also kind of nerve wracking.  It would be great if I wasn't going home this weekend because I could get a lot of stuff together and go to the big game, but unfortunately I am.  I really don't want to. It's kind of weird that I'm so bothered by going home now.  It doesn't really feel like home anymore.  It just feels awkward.  And it's my friend's birthday on Friday.  I'm not really sure how I feel about seeing her.  Of course she's my friend and I love her, but she isn't very good at long-distance friendships and keeping in touch.  I called her last Tuesday to tell her the good news about me officially being accepted and going to Italy, but she never called back.  I'm probably over-analysing things(like I always do).  It just really sucks when she does that and I always end up taking it personally no matter how many times I tell myself not to and remind myself that she does this because that's her and that I have to stop thinking that she'll call me and want to talk to me all the time even though that's what I would do.  She's her and I'm me.  Unfortunately that idea never seems to penetrate and I end up getting sad anyway.  I'm sure she'll be happy to see me and act like nothing is wrong because in reality there isn't.  

I'm going to see Zombieland with Christine and Amanda.  That should give me all the confidence I need to accomplish all of this zombie stuff.  Wish me luck!  

PS.  If you are new then thank you so much for following my blog!  It's actually really exciting (despite being incredibly lame that I think it's so exciting) that I can no longer count my blog followers on one hand.  :-)  

I'll post about my weekend later.