He keeps texting...

Lunch went OK. It's nice to talk. But that's pretty much it. Honestly, I don't see it going any further. Key word being I. I think he has other ideas. And it's not just because of the age. Emily and Elisabeth, you were right. The age really doesn't matter. I think I was just confused and freaked out because I don't really like him. You know when you talk to a guy and you think, 'man, I wish he would ask me out.'? Well that didn't happen with him. Nothing did. We just talked because we were on the same team, but I didn't think anything of it or start playing the What-if game like I tend to usually do (SO annoying!).

He's texted me 18 times today. 18! Once to just say good morning and another time to ask what was up. It's kind of been driving me crazy (understatement. Maybe it's just me, but 18 seems like a bit much). What the heck am I supposed to do though?! We are going to the drive-in on Thursday to see Christmas Carol and Where the Wild Things Are (he originally wanted to see Paranormal Activity, but I told him that I hate scary movies). I don't really know what I should tell him. I think it would be cool to be friends with him because he's really nice, but I would really love to avoid the whole 'I hope we can still be friends' thing because, really, who wants to hear that? No one.

I really don't need a boyfriend right now anyway. I've been stressing out so much about this HvZ thing and about study abroad and now I'm worried that I'm going to the wrong university. I was planning on writing a blog about the last of those, but then this whole ordeal came up and I was bombarded with texts.

Help.